For the first time in my life, I felt the feeling to be loved..

I watched the a Hokkian drama "Mother House"..
I heard a sentence,
"找老公要找勤劳的~没有钱,不用尽~肯做,疼家庭,为家庭着想,就是一个好老公~"
"You need not to find a fortunate husband, but you need a husband which is a hardworking, keen to work and put family as the first thing in mind."
That's the words that my mom always tell me.
@.@
Anyway, I just write those for fun.

haha...
This quote makes me think:
What I will be in the future...
What kind of man i will be?
Will I change 360fdegree, from a "kinda-good guy" into "bad-man"?
Will I love my family?
I still haven't found the answer..
All those questions can be found in future..

Now I concentrate on what i have to do as a student, as well as as a boyfriend.
Actually being in a relationship, is not that bad as what people, especially old-minded person, say..
In a relationship, sometimes i get

              Courage

                       Support

                               Hope

                                     LOVE

First Love..

It's so sweet...

Everything is so wonderful..

I wanna be with her..

I wanna take care of her..

I wanna love her...

The sad things that i have in this holiday is,

i ) The misunderstanding that i had made.

ii) The less chance of meeting each other.

The second one is really making me melancholy..

I really wanna see her.. I can't due to several reasons..

"I really wanna see her on the weekends" quote from Justin Bieber's BABY

I really mean to see her...

I wanna have a wonderful holiday with her..

Because I knew I won't be able to get such chance after my holiday ended..

I wanna made a wonderful, sweet and unforgettable memory with her...

Due to this factor, 

I really appreciate our moment..

      I like to see her in the eyes.

                        I like to pinch her cheek.

                                          I like to hug her.

What i like the most...

                              ~I LOVE TO BE WITH HER~ 

I really appreciate her~

What's more sad is,

My holiday is finishing...

Once i go back Kl, I seldom have chance to meet up with her..

Thinking of this, i feel grief.

Hehe... 

I really easily get jealous..

Knowing last time who she had a crush on,

make me jealous also...

WTH!!

Macam ni punya jealous..

I am really UNBELIEVABLE!!@.@

Even though, I am really happy that she was being honest to me.. And I have learned honesty from her... =)
"It's not good to lie in a relationship"
I hope that she will be honest to me always regardless of thinking of my feeling... 
                           Your honesty, is a candy for my heart...

She is mine now..

I will love her using all of my heart...

That's what I said to myself..

And I will do it.. =)

Dear...

                                   I <3 U

Believe me that I will do anything for you... 

But I will not die for you, unless it's necessarily to do it; for example, sacrifice myself to save you.. =)

I will not die for you, know why?? 

                   ~My LOVE for you is UNDYING LOVE~

I have to start with LOVE you first... 

MUACKZ~=)

I was charging my phone in my room. Yet, I read my book at living room. Every 2-4minutes gap, I would go to my room and take a look at my room, whether there was a message or not.

I remembered I send my message, and I keep going to my room, countless time, yet there was no message during the time of 3.20pm to 3.50pm. So, I send the second message.

Oh, now I knew she was watching TV. =)

I’m small gas, so I was disappointed. I was the only one keep going there and here, just for a message.

Anyway, this is not a good reason to sad about... 

There were many things happen today... Happy things indeed. =)

我的内疚，成了她的伤害

想法~

有可能
当你去大学读书了
我不能帮到你
请你不要伤心
你要知道
当我帮不到你的那一刻
我会多自责
自责我自己无用
帮不到我心爱的人

有可能
在我回去上课了的时候
我会对你冷淡
还是讯息会变少了
请你不要伤心
不是我不要你了
更不是我不爱你了
也不是我再玩时忘记你了
可能因为我忙
忙于课业
不小心忽略了你你心情
我希望你体谅我的现况

有可能
每年你生日
惊喜程度会越变越淡
请你别伤心
不是我没有用心想去给你惊喜
是我没有用
给不到你所想象的程度
请你别说我对你越来越差
希望你体谅我

有可能
有时候我会忘了些对你承诺过的事
请你别伤心
是我没有对你用心
有很多的压力让我忽略了对你的承诺
希望你原谅我
我会为你改

有可能
在未来的路途上
我已成为不是你爱的我
你要告诉我
别让我猜测
因为我会放手让你去追求你的幸福~

我的思想很悲观..无可否认...
我想的很周全...
因为我是处女座...

因为很爱你...
让我想得很周全...
让我想得很远...
让我没有否决任何一个可能性...

希望我们彼此能白头偕老...=)

(ui+12)/3 < u^2+4

My first...

My very first time... 

I think these are all on you... 

Kiss is not yet coming.. 

All the things I've done..

You appreciated those things I have done and very happy with all of these...

Of course, I really happy to be with you.

I never have this feeling before.

Lot of sweet things have happen between you and me..

Oh girl, I really miss those times.

Victory in having your heart is the beginning of my prosperity.

Easily make you smile when you see me, is what I really proud of.

Yeah!! Am I a special guy for you?? =)

Or maybe I am just thinking too much?

Us, I hope this word is our destiny for our entire life.

My very first time... 

I think these are all on you... 

Kiss is not yet coming.. 

All the things I've done..

You appreciated those things I have done and very happy with all of these...

Of course, I really happy to be with you.

I never have this feeling before.

Lot of sweet things have happen between you and me..

Oh girl, I really miss those times.

Victory in having your heart is the beginning of my prosperity.

Easily make you smile when you see me, is what I really proud of.

Yeah!! Am I a special guy for you?? =)

Or maybe I am just thinking too much?

Us, I hope this word is our destiny for our entire life. 

Maybe what i wrote up there seems like meaningless.. but I thought it has the meaning... =)

Try to find out the hint... =) 

Y
O
U