Monday, November 21, 2011

Movie

It has been a long time that I never watch such a inspiring and touching movie..
You learn when you lose, and you will appreciate after a losing.

What I feel now, is that I miss those moments that have been gone..
It's all my fault that brought me those feelings..
Because I was and am not caring...
I did not think of what were you thinking about me..  I never did..

To be honest, you are totally right about me.. (You know me more than I know about you.)
I am a coward, scared of being abandoned from the society.. 
I am living other people lives.. I was walking using people's sandals. I never actually create my own path..

After the break up, things were different from my view.
I see the things, which was useful to me, useless..
I just do not feel like doing anything anymore..
Lacking of motivation and inspiration...
Emptiness...

Monday, November 14, 2011

这张牌

我已失去了这一张牌....
我已经没有资格再找你了~
我没有资格再吃醋~
也没有资格关心你~
虽然会想你~
虽然会有冲动想拿起电话讯息你~
但这一切都完了~
我最后想说:
你未来会找到一个比我更好的男人~